Ive created a new DA account cuz this ones well, messy
new name is Psycho-Pai
:3

Warning: Strange dream. Do not procced unless you have an imagination.

This dream comes in three parts, I;ll tell you the first that ties in with the others. I was on a boat. We were sailing thru what looked like a lousiana type swamp, lots of trees and vines and moss. it was really dark out and I was standing on the deck with an older girl and the only lite being a match she held in her fingers. Soon we saw a lantern swinging from a raft. Upon closer observation we noticed a beautiful woman on this raft. She had long wavy blonde hair, delicate fair skin and smiling blue eyes. So friendly she seemed when she bekoned us onto her raft. We sat and engaged in friendly conversation, the lovely ladys back to us for she was stearing the raft. Then came up the topic of tea. We asked her what her favorite tea was. She didnt respond for a while then slowly turned her head towards us, her once lovely visage gone. Thru her lips protruded sharp long teeth, her blue eyes now black and small compared to her streched lids. her hair showed in patches. needless to say me and the other girl nearly wet ourselves with fright and tried to run (despite us being over water) The witch (as she later became known in the other parts of my dream) said she was going to eat us.
Apperenty I survived that ordeal because my dream flashed to another scene. it was in a large feild, most of the grass dry or dead from the summer heat. The captain of the boat i was on perviously stood amidst a large group of people of what i later learned were also survivors of the witch. The captain knew the witch was hiding nearby and was coming up with aa plan to lure her out. he began loudly saying the destination into which we were going to travel. A horse obeying his command followed he path he had said. the horse galloped once around the feild. then the captain said we would go strait into a nearby forest and so the horse took that route. The horse ddint even reach the forest before it let out a terrible cry and vanished into the ground. The witch who was hiding there had hoped the captain was on the horse. She knew she had been tricked and she had been found out and made a run for it (it was a creepy jerky very fast run).
the next scene of the dream i cannot tell now because the bell for class is going to ring, however when i get hom i will finish this tale.

Any one care to analyze this dream?

Warning: rant

Yes I'm going to rant. I'm going to rant about how my plans never work out. You get all the planning done and your all excited for a good time then...everything falls apart. It just fucking falls to peices.
For the first time in a long while I was feeling really happy, for nearly a week nothing could bring me down. I was going to the Psycho le Cemu concert, I even have vip seating and I thought after I have a great time at the concert, I would be able to see my boyfriend soon (he lives two states a way). wrong. I cant go see him because I spent too much money on the concert. Then I have him accusing me of thinking the concert is more important than him, which is compleatly untrue! If I had the choice I would rather see him. I need to to help me dertermine if I can (or want to) move up there this summer. I dont even want to think about what the hell I'm gonna do when I graduate. i cant go to college. Do I move up to Washington anmd get a minimum wage job i'll be stuck with for life? Or do I stay here in Cali, go to community college and get an ok job but never get to see him again. This whole long distance is wearing us thin. Fuck it. I dont know what to do.

end rant.

Limbanga=limbo+canga

sombody told me i was subconsiously shallow T_T
is that true?
i hope not

do not attempt the limbanga if you have heart or respitory problems, back problems, or are pregnant
must be 48 inches tall

Taday was purty good^^ Went to Mitsuwa and kept peeking under the window flaps at the reatraunt, flirting with the cute cook X3 He was so adorable. And also someguy who reminded us so much of Toshi from Moonchild. And we bought lots..and lots..of candyX3
school tomarrow V.V
Bf mad at meT_T
Those are the only downers so far